La La Land Official Trailer - Dreamers (2016) - Ryan Gosling Movie

Dead Again

I went to sleep to quiet down the memory of you

Never do I remember my dreams before this

My clone in the dream brings you back

You’re alive!

I feel you’re stiff arms around my crying soul once again

Not dead, but alive is you’re love

Then, a red line crosses the glass box

You’re eyes turn still, as you fall back

My eyes fire red, please don’t go!              

You fall back, and this is where I wake

The story ends 9 years later, and I’m still left longing in tears...   

Feeling Puzzled

As a child, I was always taught to put the puzzle together by building the outside wall first

Then, the pieces would neatly fit inside the middle of the picture

The goal was just to find were all the pieces fit

But, as I get older, my internal puzzle within the perfectly built frame I create, finds pieces missing

Now, I’m left feeling angry at those who taught me how to build the phony structured foundation

And I’m still left with missing pieces Inside, and my puzzle is still not finished 

Joyful Tears

Red and round loses the ball

Black desire finds them all

Back-winds blows me down-stream

Till all I hear is nightmares and screams

Dripping blood, dust, and dirt fill all my cuts

Yet, when I see you spring above the tree so high

Joyful tears are brought to my eyes  

Praying for Silence

Sorry, I haven't posted in a long time. So, here is one of my poems...

Praying for Silence

Freezing cold in the disease you told

I pull the covers off you and see the marks left of yesterday

With all the stories told, Each mask unfolds

Moving too fast, Personalities get unwrapped

How do I know which one of you I am talking to next?

Too confused too ask, I hand you a tissue to cry

I roll over and continue to wonder why

Yesterday you said forever, today now it’s done

What’s it tomorrow, will you come ‘round again?

This forever 360 has my head screaming loud

It prays for silence that I only reach when I’m with you

That’s why I have no courage to end that little thread left

Or to finally say I’m through